Love struck

Why was snow white given a poisoned apple? To show us that not everyone is going to be kind and not everyone is really who they are. Why did Cinderella run away at midnight? To remind us that everything does have its limitations, even dreams. Why did Ariel exchange her fins for fee? To show us that people are willing to give up anything to be happy. Why did aurora sleep for 100 years? To tell us that you might have to wait a long time for something, but its worth it. Why did princess jasmine fall for Aladdin? To let us know that what the heart wants, it wants no matter what. Why was belle in love with a beast? To remind us that you can't really help what's on the outside, but if the inside is beautiful, then nothing will stand in the way of your love. And I do believe that everything does happened with a reason =)


Brings back old memories

I miss them a lot. I miss the moment where we used to laugh, to tease each others, to crap and doing things together =(


I wish he knew

I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly. I want you to give me your hoodie when I'm cold. I want you to hold me and keep me warm. I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies. I want you to kiss me in the rain. I want you to hold my hands and play with my fingers. I want you to play with my hair. I want you to take amazing photos with me. I want you to lay in my bed with me and just hold me. I want you to tell your friends everyday how much you love me. I want you to watch the sunrise with me. I want you to kiss my nose. I want you to tell me you miss me. I want you to drop everything and hug me tight. I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters. I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me. I want you to smile ever single time you see me. I just, want you

According to you

“Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.” 
Dalam bahasa melayunya, paras rupa tu tadela penting sangat, sebabnya, diorang ni lagi suka jenis yang kemas and easy going. tapi kalau da dapat yang super lawa tuu, kira bonus la tu kan. Kalau asik nak yang lawa jea, macamana dengan yang kurang lawa tu? 

 “Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty”
 Mungkin sesetengah lelaki je yang macam ni, and kebanyakkannya, mungkin yang jenis memandang paras rupa. Ish, ni da kenapa bising-bising ni wahai jejans? Ta setuju? Ok. Mula-mula memang la, U, I ta kisah pun appearance u macamana sekali pun, I terima u seadanya, walaupun u ta cntik, u tetap ibarat intan payung belian bagi i. 

tapi bila da lama- lama tuuu, eh u,u tgk tuuu, awekk tuuu, cantikk kan dye? U,u, tgk awekk tuu u, lawa gila badan dye u, I suka gila. U,u, tgk tuuu, tuuu, niii, tuu tuuu. Heyyy ta fikir ke perasaan si awek macamana? Kalau aku kat tempat si awek tu pun, berbulu hati aku boipren dok puji awek lain, lagi-lagi bila banding-bandingkan awek dengan orang lain kan. heyyyy gerammnyaa akuu, geramnya aku hey, aku geram heyy, heyyyheyyyyy -.-

 “When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out” 
Ok, suka sangat yang nie, sebabb sangat cool. Memandangkan aku seorang yang sangat gelabah bila ada yang ta kena, so lelaki jenis nie sangat diperlukan (

 “Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can”
 Betul-betul. Kadang kadang tu, lelaki tu lagi kaki gossip dari perempuan. Even kita ta sangka yang si polan ni, dari luaran dia, looks so gedang, tapi kaki gossip juga rupanya. Halamakk -.-“ 

 “If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does” 
Kalau betul sayang, kenapa perlu keluar dengan perempuan lain, common thing yang sepatutnya dia salu buat dengan girlpren, dengan perempuan lain pun dia buat benda yang sama. Girlpren dipanggilnya baby, sayang, dinda, mwahx mwah bagai. Dengan pompan lain, bila tengok kat bbm, whatsapp, etc, berlambaknyaa sayangg, baby mwahx mwahx suma. 

Jadi, apa bezanya si girlpren ni dengan pompan yang lain? Beza dia, si girlpren nie in a r/ship dengan dia, and yang pompan-pompan ni untuk suka-suka je. Ahhhh kalau macamtu, tade beza jadi girlpren dengan kawan, baik kawan jea, tade nak terikat dengan sape-sape, free to be friend dengan sape yang kita suka. Kannnn. Baru senang hati kalau macam tu. taperlu nak menangis, nak meroyan bagai kan. 

 “A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her” 
Kalau da salu pk tu, takan la ta ske kan? Tipulah kalau tade perasaan langsung, sikit-sikit tu mesti ada jugak. Kannnn. Tamao tipu, tamao tamao. Tabek tauu, puasa nie.

 “Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!"would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking” 
Bukan taknak cakap habis, tapi sebenarnya, bila nak cakap tu, tiba-tiba terpikir feedback yang bakal diterima, tu yang terus uh.. nevermind! Kadang-kadang tuu bila nak cakap, mula la rasa ta sampai hati, rasa macam ahhhh tanak la cakap, bia dia pk sendiri. Kadang tu jugak, bila ckp, nnti mula la, hey u, menda macam tu pun u nk bagitahu I ke? Aaaaaa ok baik tapayah ckp.

 “Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one”
 Ok, I’ll make it clear for u, I want a teddy. A big one. Haha. Ok. Got it? Good. Lepas ni jangan salah lagi ye.hahahaha 

 “Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!” 
Bila kurus salah, bila gemuk salah. Tatau dah macamana. Kalau 45kg tu masih lagi dikira berat, aku tatau nak ckp macamana lagi baru dikira kurus. Ahhhhhaiii -.- 

 “Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend” 
 Harapkan pagar, pagar makan padi. Ok terima kasih 

 “It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more” 
Yeahh I know. And I can see it. :’) *ok enough* bye


It's 49 challenge thingy

1.    Your ex texted you and wanted you back. Would you take him/her back?
-depends. But I prefer a good friendship =)

2.    Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left?
-yes! plenty of time!

3.    Your relationship status?

4.    Where did you meet your crush(es)?
-Seri Iskandar,Perak

5.    Have you ever lost a close friend?
  -Yes I have. It happened during SPM . I was being very immature at the time and I never apologized to her.
   I just let time pass and then we just started talking again, so I guess that’s good (:

6.    Do you smoke weed regularly?
-I dont smoke

7.    Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person?
-Yes, It's been a year already =)

8.    Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
-Let me think first =)

9.    When was the last time you really laughed?
 -Last Tuesday

10.   Something is wrong. First guy you turn too?
- Izzat Ghazali for sure

11.   First girl you’d turn to?
-Yaya Rusli

12.   Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?
-Probably yes

13.   Angry at anyone?
-Not angry. but annoyed yes.

14.   What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
--.- parents? Distance ?

15.   When was the last time you cried really hard?
-last few months

16.   Is there anyone you would do anything for?
-maybe. depends on how 'extreme' anything is

17.   Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone?

18.   What is your favorite song?
-currently : Price Tag

19.   Do you like Red Bull?
-if there's no other option, I would probably say yes

20.   How many people can you tell just about everything to?
-a few numbers only

21.   Have you ever wished on a shooting star?
-definitely no

22.   Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
-All that I can say is, definitely!

23.   Describe yourself in one word.

24.   Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?
-hurmm ya

25.   Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender?
-yes. my lil brother and my dad

26.   Do you rebound?
-should I?

27.   Ever cheated on someone?
-If I need to

28.   What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
 -feel aggrieved and will keep that feeling quietly even had to bear the consequences perhaps

29.   Do you act differently around the person you like?
-sometimes. who doesn't?especially when I’m truly feel down ;(

30.   Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized?
- Ijat for sure.

31.   Is it hard to make you laugh?
-nope if you know how ta make it works, hehe

32.   Who was the last person to make you mad?
-Farid Kami

33.   Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
-50% 50% hehe

34.   Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?

35.   Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before?

36.   Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever?

37.   Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
-not sure :3

38.   Is your best friend a slut?
-I do not friends with a slut.

39.   Is hard drugs a turn off?

40.   Are you happy with life right now?
-Alhamdulilah.I'm thankful for it and satisfied

41.   Are you still in love with your ex?
-who said?

42.   Are you still in love with your ex?
-bape kali ntah nk tnya -.-"

43.   Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?
-kadang-kadang. Dengan bersebab

44.   Have you ever had your heart broken?
-too many time

45.    Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
-hurmm inadvertently perhaps

46.   Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in?
-not so really

47.   Where is your best friend?
-at her room

48.   Something you’re happy about?

49.   How is your heart lately?
-well, it's still beating.so i'm alive. that's good 


Read my mind

Hye fellow peers! 

Today I've started thinking about something. Something I had thought one time ago. Something that did not run away and disappear from my mind until now .We often hear people say, “we only able to plan, but, died, death, and matchmaking is on the hands of the Gods". Right? Regardless of how the plan is managed properly, it still not be if determined by Gods, the destruction thereof. I always think, what will happen if there is no tomorrow for me any longer? What would happen to me? to the person I loved? and what happened to the people around me? will they miss me? or do they (the very o-some haters) feel good when they do heard about my death? Do they?

Remember, not everyone has that perfection. And I started to learn gradually to become a better person today than yesterday. People also constantly say that, do not judge a book by its coverbecause the outer will not guarantee you the right thing. I mean, if the outer one looks bad, it does not mean that it’s also bad internally. You should changed your perception and try get to know the heart and sole of a person before appraisal them. For me, this is the best. And as long as I can still breathing, able to speak and still be able to see, I will continue to give thanks to ALLAH for gave me a very loving and understanding family. And they always be beside me when I was in a state of joy and sorrow. Thank you mama (although always make mama mad, sorry ma, I love you, :p), abah (I love you too, =) ) and all. And I am sure, everyone does feel exactly what I feel too. 

I also grateful for been given an opportunity to recognize someone () who always understood , constantly inspiring when I feel down and being the arms of guardian angel to me. For me, he was perfect, just perfect in my eyes. Thank ya ALLAH, because you have bestowed a variety of types and colours of the rainbow into my life before, and please do not take the rainbow back on this time. Do not take the rainbow that you gave me to replace the rainbow which had sends down rain inside my heart before this. Please allow this rainbow to stay and coloured up my life. I am also grateful to have friends who are very concerned, and constantly offered their shoulders when I need it the mostThank ya ALLAH, because still bestowed a great people to me so =)